Life = a set of complex equations

What I thought NOT, IS
What I think IS, may be NOT
What I pick may not BE
What I let go may BE
What IS I don't see
What is NOT appeals to me
Do I or Do I NOT ?
Am I or Am I NOT?

All I wanted from thee
is to let me be
But there you are tossing
complex equations at poor me!

I wanted to take life as it comes
but here I am attempting to write poems
This is what a grad school grind
does to a tired mind.

Again I pray to ye
let I be just me!

P.S: All my blog readers, this is not some corny attempt at poetry. It just happened to come out this way. Like I said I might have just been tired or must have been thinking too many things at the same time. All of you are welcome to think its retarded and its not meant to be understood by anyone but me:)