Dreams

I thought the aspect in my life that takes atleast more than half my energy warranted a post definitely!

My dreams - if you know me well, you probably know my dreams better! I am known to have wierd dreams and the most popular theory that circles around this topic is "Oh, they are just manifestations of your sub-conscious".

I don't think sub-consciously, I want to climb a huge "shiva-ling", have a hole in my heart and stop the blood from draining through that hole using a mere tape, hang all my friends, be abused, kidnapped, beaten, or see my mom's hand infected in half, marry my own sister or see my friend raped.

My dreams haved the most illogical way of connecting the day's events too!Like for eg., This one day, I spent a frustrating one hour searching for cello tape, my cousin was talking to my about new borns and why they hold them upside down, the same day I was watching a show on open-heart surgery, result-> in my dream that night, I have a huge hole in my heart, all the blood in my body is draining quickly, I am worried blood supply to my brain might be cut-off and all I have is two minutes, to stop the blood from running out, I put a cello-tape on the hole and save myself and tell my self, "Sheesh I am a genius"! I wake up and the genius in me flies out the window, only thing that's left is a restless, dazed, stupid and confused me.

I have nights after nights of sleeplessness because apparently my "sub-conscious" coughs up some ridiculous and impossible series of incidents and events in my nightmares and much as I console myself about the lack of logic in them, I wake up with a start and break out into a cold sweat!

All I want is a peaceful, restful & dreamless sleep! Too much to ask for??