How would it have been now?
How would it have been now?
Would we still be fighting ? ...about clothes, for watching TV..
Would we still be arguing about the 'pettiest' of things?
Would I still be jealous of you, just coz you are smarter and prettier? because you are more responsible and because mom and dad most of the times supported you?
Would I still bug you with the 'silliest' of doubts in 'Maths'?
Would we still get the same dresses for all the festivals? Would I still be comparing which one of us got the better one?
Would I still complain about you just to get you in trouble?
Would I still always want to do the same thing you do? would I still try to imitate you in everything?
Would we still have 'fist-fights'?
Would we still have 'Konjacs' episodes with babbling conversations like ' kujjlu bujjlu, kundhala bundhala' that only u and I understood?
Would I still be using all your things and irresponsibly losing/damaging them?
...How would it have been now?
I am sure it would still be the same..although you are gone physically, at every instant of time, I keep thinking how would the situation have changed if you were there with me at that instant.
I did not get a chance to tell you this...but I still regret the day before my 10th birthday.. When you were planning a surprise B'day party for me and you and your friends avoided me just coz I should not know abt the surprise party..when you went to every friends' house in the apt to invite them to the party...n I misunderstood the whole thing and complained abt you to mom and dad, they yelled at you...you took it all and kept quiet and told me the next day at the party, that you avoided me only to keep the party a surprise, I only said 'sorry' once then, but from that day till this instant, I regret what I did..and I have been saying a million 'sorry', just because I misunderstood you..!
You are gone physically, but in my every thought we both live,talk and fight just like we would have if you were here with us..You are the best thing that happened in my life, then again, I didnt realize that until you were gone....
"tu to nahin hai lekin
teri muskurahat hai
chehra kahin nahin hai
par teri aahatein hain"
Partings are meant to be they say...but you parted a little too soon ...so now, I am waiting for the day when I join you Vishnu, to talk, laugh and fight.... all over again!
Would we still be fighting ? ...about clothes, for watching TV..
Would we still be arguing about the 'pettiest' of things?
Would I still be jealous of you, just coz you are smarter and prettier? because you are more responsible and because mom and dad most of the times supported you?
Would I still bug you with the 'silliest' of doubts in 'Maths'?
Would we still get the same dresses for all the festivals? Would I still be comparing which one of us got the better one?
Would I still complain about you just to get you in trouble?
Would I still always want to do the same thing you do? would I still try to imitate you in everything?
Would we still have 'fist-fights'?
Would we still have 'Konjacs' episodes with babbling conversations like ' kujjlu bujjlu, kundhala bundhala' that only u and I understood?
Would I still be using all your things and irresponsibly losing/damaging them?
...How would it have been now?
I am sure it would still be the same..although you are gone physically, at every instant of time, I keep thinking how would the situation have changed if you were there with me at that instant.
I did not get a chance to tell you this...but I still regret the day before my 10th birthday.. When you were planning a surprise B'day party for me and you and your friends avoided me just coz I should not know abt the surprise party..when you went to every friends' house in the apt to invite them to the party...n I misunderstood the whole thing and complained abt you to mom and dad, they yelled at you...you took it all and kept quiet and told me the next day at the party, that you avoided me only to keep the party a surprise, I only said 'sorry' once then, but from that day till this instant, I regret what I did..and I have been saying a million 'sorry', just because I misunderstood you..!
You are gone physically, but in my every thought we both live,talk and fight just like we would have if you were here with us..You are the best thing that happened in my life, then again, I didnt realize that until you were gone....
"tu to nahin hai lekin
teri muskurahat hai
chehra kahin nahin hai
par teri aahatein hain"
Partings are meant to be they say...but you parted a little too soon ...so now, I am waiting for the day when I join you Vishnu, to talk, laugh and fight.... all over again!
posted by Indy at 1:15 PM
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